on the road of life

i want to find the person that i can call my own a little scared of the who gonna excepted  me as for know i am not going to worry about the i am scared of getting older the thought of me being thirty is not a good feeling . but i with be okay age is is nothing but a number i should be at the prime of my life so maybe i should just take a chill pill and let life take its course . i have really good new to be proud of i have lost a little weight and my thyroid  is normal with the help with a little medication which isn't that big of a deal i think need impatiences to find the person if i dot think about it it will just happen i hope it does