On And On

It all depended whether Khristy and me had a good relationship according to her drug abuse. I didn't connect this until after she was dead then everything kind of came together. My son and other daughter would keep things from me and tell me things when they would get unset with Khristy for some reason or another. ME trying to piece things together after the fact is very hard. I don't think I will ever get everything together there are so many unanswered questions.  Why I keep going through all this time and time again over in my head is beyond me. I forgot what year this was but I am thinking it was around 2004. I haven't heard from Khristy in almost two years. I knew that she was living back in Florida, then out of the blue she calls me in Ireland and says she is getting married again. She had met this man and he was a bookie, his family was rich and she had a wonderful life. I thought well great was happy for her, so after that she kept in contact with me on a regular basis either by phones calls or email(because at that time she had a computer)  She states she was off drugs. I was walking on egg shells in talking with her because if I brought up things she  didn't want to talk about she would completely quit talking to me. In the meantime m other daughter Jessica got pregnant and her boyfriend and father of her baby just left ,for her to go through this by herself. I didn't have the money to fly back to America because I had just been there in May and stayed a month. Jessica didn't know she pregnant until after I left. I happen to mention this to Khristy and she said she would call Jessica and see what was going on, before long Khristy was buying a plane ticket for Jessica and Jessica was to live with her until the baby was born and Khristy would take care of her. I thought that was a good idea since Khristy seem to be stable in her life. I was still in ccontact with both of them after Jessica moved to Florida. I planned on going to Florida when Jessica baby was born and staying with Khristy for a couple of weeks. While Jessica was there, I would get emails from Khristy telling how lazy Jessica was and she wanted Jessica to get a job(which being pregnant) wasn't really going to get a job at this time no one would hire her knowing she was pregnant. I knew Jessica was lazy...We nick named her Jess the mess..LOL Khristy didn't have any of her two kids living with her at this time. Amber was still living with her dad, and Cody was in a foster home because of her not sending him to school for like 40 days and she broke probation back in Kentucky before she moved to Florida. Khristy was in the process of getting in contact with her children. She had hired a lawyer...At this time she mentioned nothing about drugs having to do anything with her not having her kids. She did bring up drugs one time we was talking on the phone while Jessica was there. She told me at that time she was going to pain clinic and was talking up to 7 shots a day for this apin she was having in her face.(her second husband beat her up and broke several bones in her face) I couldn't imagine what pain clinic would be giving her these injections to take home and inject herself and when I started asking questions she would get defensive and told me at one point she never did anything to please me. It went to worse to worse. she finally at one point told me that I would have to get a motel if I came for the birth of the baby because she didn't have room for me to stay at her house. I was very shocked about that because I couldn't afford to do that so that spoiled my trip for the birth of my 4th grandchild. I started questioning Khristy about some of the things she was telling me and that didn't go over to well our relationship seemed to be going down hill fast and I couldn't for the live of me figure out what was going on. Jessica had her baby and two days after Khristy was nagging her to get a job. I told Khristy at the time to give Jessica time to bond with the baby before her going to work and I knew she needed to get a job but this was too soon after birth to be getting a job but Khristy kept nagging and two weeks after giving birth to her first child Jessica started work. Then about a month after the bay was borned I got a strange call from Jessica at work stating she didn't fell comfrotable living there anymore. She told me that Khristy and her husband got into a fight and he jerked necklaces Khrsity was wearing off her neck while Khristy was holding the baby. Later I had found out that Khristy had stolen jewelry from him and must of pawn them for money for drugs. Anyway after the phone call I was trying to figure out a way for Jessica to get out of the house, then Jessica calls me later that day and tells me that Khristy took off with her baby. We had been in contact with her all the next day. I even talked to her husband and finally convienced them to call the police because they believed she was taking drugs...Was a horrible time....The police issued a Amber Alert and after two days they found her and the baby brought the baby back home and Khristy stayed gone. She was never arrested for this or even brought up on charges even though Jessica filed charges on her thinking that would help her get off the drugs being in jail. I helped Jessica via long distance to get back to Kentucky her brother went to pick her up and she lived with him for awhile until she could get her own place. I never heared from Khristy until the December of 2005 she had been living with my mon and my mom with the help of her preacher was trying to get her into a drug treatment center which she agreed to.... She had sent me a Christmas card and letter stating that she was trying to get straight and she wanted the relationship with me that we always wanted and knew that if she didn't get off the drugs she would be dead. She also voiced she wanted to help other people. I was so happy for her for wanting to get help and so mad at her for the things she has done while on drugs while thinking of what to say when I wrote her back, my mom's brother died 24th of December and while Mom went to the funeral Khristy went back to Florida and was found dead by so called friends on March 19th 2006....So I never got to send the letter....I have been mad at myself for not getting the letter to her or at least calling her. There again I was afraid I would say the wrong thing......