Ok with chaos
just came from work where to begin with
I mulled things over and got to work and did good work . People, and things I was doing, so jostled me around I finally decided to just let go and I came to see myself for being just ok with the chaos of the day with customers and everyone and about the job. I imagined how I would like to see things, but things were being done good enough and I figured we were all scrambling to get the work done.
The drive home was good as well. I found myself able to look above the usual powering down and see myself in society and have a definite opinion about how I’d like to see stuff but also felt the turmoil of people in my life's judgement when I tried to do my own thing. But I’m able to look past that chaos too. I am so grateful for Blue and I seemed to want to come home to a full house but things are good.
Got the windows open on this gorgeous day and ate my lunch slowly. Couldn't care so much about tv or social media. I’m headed out for a walk at Los Robles after I shower and dress.
Have a great day!!!
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however i choose to perceive and process the chaos, it still rules.
i might as well choose to be okay with it.
pass the popcorn. . . did the control freak get his way yet?
do you want some cracker jacks? I knocked the pop corn over
when I got up to get a coke. :)
I wonder if I am ok with peace!?
i'll settle for cracker jacks if i get the prize.
i support the theory is the reason humanity can't achieve peace on earth is that it is really rather boring. whatever will the talking heads use to keep their ratings, book sales and movie rights up?
Gosh I hope not. I know we’re raging animals but I hope we can evolve to somehow cope with our natures to maximize our potential but also keep healthy. Here’s to possibility.
The prize is yours. It’s a temporary tattoo of the bulldog mascot.
How was your walk?
I want to know what the turmoil of judgment from other people in your life is all about? That sticks out to me as really hiding what it is you aspire to based on something really far removed from what YOU want. It’s hard to be true to what you want in life if you are behaving to constantly please other people.
Perhaps I’m simplifying too much but it’s how it reads to me.
In my own experience, I feel like once you start shoveling out from under the mired ground and start to see the light above when it comes to reaching further for goals….well then it gets easier with lighter loads to shovel as your reach the surface. Then you can kind of stick the shovel in the dirt and rest ànd look at all the work you’ve done, knowing that there’s still some more cleanup but the hardest parts are over.
You do a lot of digging with your words here and that’s good. Is it carrying over into daily relationships and interactions? This is sort of a map when you write here, like your treasure map appearing before your eyes. So then you gotta take it to the world out there to find the buried treasure….. so lots of digging out, then lots of digging for. Does this analogy make any sense?
Headscratch to Bluey. Hugs.