ok so im pregnant again....

im happy.  i want this baby 2 thrive and b well. i love him or her already.  i told my husband and i regretted it.  he sd nothing.....says he doesnt know wht 2 feel.  4 me the baby has nothing 2 do with whats happnin with us.  he was this same way with the other preg of the baby tht died.  i was stressd n thinkin bout abortion and by the time i realized i wanted him he was gone. 
im not gonna do that this time.  i love him now til he leaves my womb.  im afraid im gonna have another miscarriage.  ive come 2 the realization that theres nothing i can do 2 prevent a miscarriage.  the womb is the safest place 4 the baby.  whether this child lives or dies is up 2 God.  im gonna love him/her regardless.
and im gonna love him/her regardless what my husband shares with me or doesnt.
ive just gotta find a place 2 live in a month or so. amen
oh and i bought a car. may it run well. amen