OK left the place today 2/20/2019
OK i said i was going to journal everyday. Went out with b.f. today. It was very hard getting ready, must have smoked threw fourth of a pac of cigs, chain smoker i am lately. Anyway it all went well although we were going to go to my aunts house for to make pasta but he was tired. He was very jolly today. I don't want to say how much i ate today, embarresed. Oh look at the time i have to call my b.f. at 8.30. He said we can go on Fri for spaggetti, just what i need, really packin it on and i'm very deppresed about that OK i gatta go for now. Will be back on tommorow or late tonight Hugs
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the end of weight gain for me I am sure will be death.....otherwise unless something changes in my attitude about eating I am probably going to keep going back up little by little....so I know this is depressing to you but there are things that are tried and true for you to take off those lbs.....I investigated Jenny Craig....but I thought I would have knee surgery and lose weight from that then they would claim it was because of them and try charging me more....so I did not join....but if my income will allow it I might start with them....they sell you your prepared meals....or unprepared but they sell you the stuff your supposed to be eating to lose weight.....that might work if I can afford to budget the money for the food weekly....