Oh My #$@*%#@$ Goodness !#%#$@%
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cant wait to move the f*ck out!!!!! Ive had enough of all the immature, pathetic, ignorant, retarded, close-minded, rude attitude thats being thrown around here... I did not do anything to deserve this... All because I put a locking door knob on my door so my stuff would quit "walking" out of my room.. Now I have to go thru hell just to get ALL my stuff back. Just waiting on 2 things... I think Ive been patient enough... The ridiculous drama and bullshit is just too damn much around here... and finally, IM NOT THE CAUSE!! My child has taken over that role and quadrupled it!! I learned to grow up now Im hoping others will too... **sigh**
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well the night has definately ended on a much better note than I expected... had a good meeting that helped me with venting and some realisations.. I owned up to my part in the disaster of earlier and made my amends.. maybe I didnt deserve what I got dealt but I sure didnt handle it as I should of.. character defects that Im still dealing with. I am only human. Things arent all better but the situation has reached a "cease fire".. anyways, off to bed for me.. Im exhausted. time to end this year of my life and hope as I wake up in the next year of my life it can only improve.. night all. :)
IN JUST A FEW HOURS! Holy hell my sister is a nut job and a half...I feel like laughing, screaming, crying and commiting some heinous act everytime I see her, or a photo of her, or a facebook post, or anyone mentions her.
Her damn daughter is 16! My sister turns 34 tomorrow! Who needs to be the adult and act accordingly? She needs to think back to when she was that age, already had a child, was a high school drop out, drank and did drugs and realize that even if her middle child isn't a picnic thankfully she isn't history repeating!
Like for f*cks sake, shes not the cause? Shes an adult and shes living in her mothers basement....there would be no issue if she could get her head out of her ass long enough to become a productive member of society! Then she could get her own damn house and bitch about something else. Oh wait....she would whine and sob until KC went to live with her then she would throw tantrums about how her daughter touched her hairbrush.....or ate a bowl of her cereal. Last time KC lived with her she had to sneak food, hide it in her room. She had to sleep ON her smokes or her mother would smoke them all. She wasn't allowed to use her mothers milk, dishes, or even borrow clothes.
And shes the biggest theif I know! The stuff that went 'walking' was probably KC's stuff that she had stolen and Kace took it back! Like I said before, KC has her fair share of issues and she does screw up alot....but whos #^@$%^$#@ adult!!!!!
I am SO fed up, but for my mothers sake I just keep putting one foot in front of the other.
cant wait to move the f*ck out!!!!! Ive had enough of all the immature, pathetic, ignorant, retarded, close-minded, rude attitude thats being thrown around here... I did not do anything to deserve this... All because I put a locking door knob on my door so my stuff would quit "walking" out of my room.. Now I have to go thru hell just to get ALL my stuff back. Just waiting on 2 things... I think Ive been patient enough... The ridiculous drama and bullshit is just too damn much around here... and finally, IM NOT THE CAUSE!! My child has taken over that role and quadrupled it!! I learned to grow up now Im hoping others will too... **sigh**
To this:
well the night has definately ended on a much better note than I expected... had a good meeting that helped me with venting and some realisations.. I owned up to my part in the disaster of earlier and made my amends.. maybe I didnt deserve what I got dealt but I sure didnt handle it as I should of.. character defects that Im still dealing with. I am only human. Things arent all better but the situation has reached a "cease fire".. anyways, off to bed for me.. Im exhausted. time to end this year of my life and hope as I wake up in the next year of my life it can only improve.. night all. :)
IN JUST A FEW HOURS! Holy hell my sister is a nut job and a half...I feel like laughing, screaming, crying and commiting some heinous act everytime I see her, or a photo of her, or a facebook post, or anyone mentions her.
Her damn daughter is 16! My sister turns 34 tomorrow! Who needs to be the adult and act accordingly? She needs to think back to when she was that age, already had a child, was a high school drop out, drank and did drugs and realize that even if her middle child isn't a picnic thankfully she isn't history repeating!
Like for f*cks sake, shes not the cause? Shes an adult and shes living in her mothers basement....there would be no issue if she could get her head out of her ass long enough to become a productive member of society! Then she could get her own damn house and bitch about something else. Oh wait....she would whine and sob until KC went to live with her then she would throw tantrums about how her daughter touched her hairbrush.....or ate a bowl of her cereal. Last time KC lived with her she had to sneak food, hide it in her room. She had to sleep ON her smokes or her mother would smoke them all. She wasn't allowed to use her mothers milk, dishes, or even borrow clothes.
And shes the biggest theif I know! The stuff that went 'walking' was probably KC's stuff that she had stolen and Kace took it back! Like I said before, KC has her fair share of issues and she does screw up alot....but whos #^@$%^$#@ adult!!!!!
I am SO fed up, but for my mothers sake I just keep putting one foot in front of the other.
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