oh boy oh boy more confusion

Today is friday but it feels like a monday.  This week has gone too fucking slow.  James I am warning you if my bf dont get money today Ill die seriously I love this guy sooooooooooo much and I want him happy and if hes not happy Ill die.  I miss my bf right now and hoping that he gets what my cousin sent or Idk.  Im stuck in hospital and if i was home he have money right away not this.