October 6, 2014
Trying this out again
I have decided to try to get back into the swing of having a second facebook. I will try and post music videos, notes, or my homework from Valeo. Thus not holding it all in anymore and letting my friends and family in. Since apparently step 1 is for me to reach out to friends, family, and the community for help. This treatment is much different than any I have ever gone through before. It feels different. I am used to here are your meds, we talk about whatever every so often for an hour and that is about it. This time I actually have groups, homework, to know in advance what I would like to talk about every week at therapy. Lucky for me I have a three week break to try and work on my homework list which is good in a week I would get none done in three weeks I can try for some of it. The one I know that will take the longest is to write out my strengths, what I needs, my abilities, and my preferences. It probably doesn't help I have a dirty mind and keep making it perverted when I need to think of non sexual things. I can and should talk to my therapy about my sex however I don't and won't let that be all we talk about. Wouldn't want her to be jealous of that aspect of my life. :) Just hoping to get my meds changed soon so I can be on some that don't make me so tired and light headed feeling. Plus these meds are making the voices in my head louder and more annoying, we are supposed to be getting rid of the voices not making them worse.
I have decided to try to get back into the swing of having a second facebook. I will try and post music videos, notes, or my homework from Valeo. Thus not holding it all in anymore and letting my friends and family in. Since apparently step 1 is for me to reach out to friends, family, and the community for help. This treatment is much different than any I have ever gone through before. It feels different. I am used to here are your meds, we talk about whatever every so often for an hour and that is about it. This time I actually have groups, homework, to know in advance what I would like to talk about every week at therapy. Lucky for me I have a three week break to try and work on my homework list which is good in a week I would get none done in three weeks I can try for some of it. The one I know that will take the longest is to write out my strengths, what I needs, my abilities, and my preferences. It probably doesn't help I have a dirty mind and keep making it perverted when I need to think of non sexual things. I can and should talk to my therapy about my sex however I don't and won't let that be all we talk about. Wouldn't want her to be jealous of that aspect of my life. :) Just hoping to get my meds changed soon so I can be on some that don't make me so tired and light headed feeling. Plus these meds are making the voices in my head louder and more annoying, we are supposed to be getting rid of the voices not making them worse.
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