October 13, 2014
So much in my head these days so annoying. Let's start with new changes first.
The lovely "cleanse" showed I did have issues which makes me somewhat happy to finally find out what is wrong with that issue with me. They removed a polyp and started me on medicine to help me out so hopefully no more issues and I will get the results back soon they say. They claim I will need to repeat the test every so many years, good luck with that theory. Still want to turn the pictures into my Christmas cards could be entertaining.
I started a new medicine for my mania to help calm it down, haven't seen any changes yet but they said I might not until I get to 100mg and I am still at 25mg.
We increased my bipolar medications to 40mgs even with the negative side effects to see if maybe the positive would outweigh the bad and rather than jumping around on medications. The nurse said I might have to go much higher to see much effects so we shall see.
I have to wait another week before therapy again and I already have a lot I could talk about but I am sure by the time I get there I won't have anything to say like usual. I haven't really started my homework. I kinda have in one aspect I am trying to work on it but yet not really recording stuff like I need to. Some of it is easier than others because one of my list items was to make a list of things I would do when I feel depressed or my anxiety kicks in which was easy to check off because we did that in therapy. Things like writing my strengths and such now that one is a challenge.
I did manage to eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner today. I also got dressed today so I am trying but yet still not making it out of the house or getting anything done really.
My goal for the week is to get out of the house Tuesday for bowling, Thursday shopping, Friday to go to case management, Saturday to go out of town.
Hopefully I do it we shall see how the week goes.
I also need to work on my homework and go over my paperwork with my family before my next therapy, so much to do. :(
The lovely "cleanse" showed I did have issues which makes me somewhat happy to finally find out what is wrong with that issue with me. They removed a polyp and started me on medicine to help me out so hopefully no more issues and I will get the results back soon they say. They claim I will need to repeat the test every so many years, good luck with that theory. Still want to turn the pictures into my Christmas cards could be entertaining.
I started a new medicine for my mania to help calm it down, haven't seen any changes yet but they said I might not until I get to 100mg and I am still at 25mg.
We increased my bipolar medications to 40mgs even with the negative side effects to see if maybe the positive would outweigh the bad and rather than jumping around on medications. The nurse said I might have to go much higher to see much effects so we shall see.
I have to wait another week before therapy again and I already have a lot I could talk about but I am sure by the time I get there I won't have anything to say like usual. I haven't really started my homework. I kinda have in one aspect I am trying to work on it but yet not really recording stuff like I need to. Some of it is easier than others because one of my list items was to make a list of things I would do when I feel depressed or my anxiety kicks in which was easy to check off because we did that in therapy. Things like writing my strengths and such now that one is a challenge.
I did manage to eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner today. I also got dressed today so I am trying but yet still not making it out of the house or getting anything done really.
My goal for the week is to get out of the house Tuesday for bowling, Thursday shopping, Friday to go to case management, Saturday to go out of town.
Hopefully I do it we shall see how the week goes.
I also need to work on my homework and go over my paperwork with my family before my next therapy, so much to do. :(
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