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We are dragging feet today. Can't do much. We are ok if we do not let Nancy show up. However, i am here and I feel like sh-t! Wow I'm so tired and know I need to change. I'm not sure how to do that. I just did not anticipate feeling so much regret today. So, maybe that is good, because before I woke up just wanting another drink. Maybe I should consider Jessy's God. I'm a little lost right now. We all had a discusion this morning. In order to get Jessica back we realize we need to have the same heart of love for her to feel safe to come back. She's just so fed up with this cruel and perverted world! I guess I'm not helping her by getting drunk. Well, God if You are there...show Yourself to me and help me to change. Thanks.
Nancy
Nancy
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I care about you all and hope you can work things out.
That heart of love is so important. It\'s great that you are open to change. Some of us in our system had very different life ideas and gradually we have all come to some level of agreement. It has helped. We believe that God is and that he rewards those who really search for him. As you find him revealing himself, would you be willing to tell us about it?
Yes, I believe we would be happy to share it. However, it might take some time with Nancy shes...well, lets just say...she hides behind her abruptness.
It really is amazing how God is slowly redeeming us all :) I\'m Mary and I used to be able to say I was the most spiritual one, but my conversion to Christ was not nearly as dramatic as some othe others. So, I think in our own ways we all are spiritual according to our maturity, experience and understanding.