Ocd

my intrusive thoughts have been so bad lately it sucks. Im so exhausted have just been feeling like i can't do this anymore. Yesterday morning i was scrolling on Facebook and seen one of my childhood friends. So i went on her page and looked through her pictures, i seen a picture of her little sister and was thinking wow she's gorgeous like she should be a model, in no Way am i attracted to females and never have been. Then all of a sudden i got a rush of anxiety and at that moment i knew what was abt to happen. My brain is now repeating her name and pictures. And it is bothering me something serious. Ive gone to therapy for HOCD in the past. In no way do i feel sexually attracted to this female. Just thought she was pretty like in a oh we could be friends way but my brain has a mind of its own and does its own thing.