November 7, 2015 - 3 months

If someone told me 90 days ago I would be sober today, there is no way I would have believed it. I am so grateful, proud of myself, happy and at peace. Words cannot describe how utterly amazing it is to have the fight removed. I decided not to drink, so I'm not. It's not an option. Before when I was actively drinking, there was always the vicious cycle. The battle I was inflicting on myself. Turn to booze because I thought it would help me feel better, in that moment. But it never did. I am not missing out on anything by not drinking. I am actually getting so much more. It's a beautiful morning. Going for a run. Go read the paper in a coffee shop, then some highlights. Oh and by the way. The sugar demon has been tamed this week. Day 5. No sugar, no junk. The first in over a year. Finally!!!! I'll take it. Kinda scary because this is what I want, what I've been working towards. I want it to last. Maybe it will, maybe it won't. All I know is today I will not drink , I won't eat junk and today I feel great. Amen to that.