Nothing to speak of
everything has settled. Tho the estate is still not finalized it seems that my life has become what it is to be. I still won[t know if I will have to move once I inherit property or not. I"m hoping I'll still be poor enough finacial-wise to be able to stay where I live now. I'm not going to have much money just property that rented gains me some money, but most will go to pay taxes and insurance and keep things up so that I get some to pay for my simple lifestyle.
I still have osme worries about that but the rest seems to be alright. My brother has stopped bothering me all the time. I'm not sure how he is going to get on once things are finalized but he is leaving me alone at least. My sister is living alone with little trouble. She is getting over my parents passing and is doing much better than most people ever thought she could. She goes to an art class during most of the day to keep her busy, It is a special class for special people like herself. She seems very happy about going. She spends a lot of time playing the X-box, Lego Star Wars, that I got her on her birthday last July. I visit and we have dinner and play games. It is a simple life but she seems happy.
It is not much more than my own, I spend a lot of time online playing games or watching you Tube. I need to get out and walk. lose some weight, I'm not terribly overweight but I need exercise and to lose maybe 15-20 pounds, plus exercise makes you feel better overall.
I'm feeling ok but not great. not bad but I know I could feel better. I've started going out and visiting friends at least once a week also so I"m not completely shut in anymore. I need to get out more. find something else to do to occupy my time other than computer games.
I'm still not lonely but I sometimes wish I had someone with which to share more of my life. I dream a lot of my ex wife and other fantasy women that are more a part of my life. But I have no where to meet women other than church and there does not seem to be any unmarried ones my age there.
That is my life right now. not completely wrong or sad but lacking and yet I am mostly content.
This site and people on it helped me thru the worst of what I was going thru. giving me a place to rant and share and release much of the tension but now I do not need to come here very often anymore. I guess I was feeling a bit lonely tonight and came to see what was going on and ended up righting this for any who may care.
Peace.
I still have osme worries about that but the rest seems to be alright. My brother has stopped bothering me all the time. I'm not sure how he is going to get on once things are finalized but he is leaving me alone at least. My sister is living alone with little trouble. She is getting over my parents passing and is doing much better than most people ever thought she could. She goes to an art class during most of the day to keep her busy, It is a special class for special people like herself. She seems very happy about going. She spends a lot of time playing the X-box, Lego Star Wars, that I got her on her birthday last July. I visit and we have dinner and play games. It is a simple life but she seems happy.
It is not much more than my own, I spend a lot of time online playing games or watching you Tube. I need to get out and walk. lose some weight, I'm not terribly overweight but I need exercise and to lose maybe 15-20 pounds, plus exercise makes you feel better overall.
I'm feeling ok but not great. not bad but I know I could feel better. I've started going out and visiting friends at least once a week also so I"m not completely shut in anymore. I need to get out more. find something else to do to occupy my time other than computer games.
I'm still not lonely but I sometimes wish I had someone with which to share more of my life. I dream a lot of my ex wife and other fantasy women that are more a part of my life. But I have no where to meet women other than church and there does not seem to be any unmarried ones my age there.
That is my life right now. not completely wrong or sad but lacking and yet I am mostly content.
This site and people on it helped me thru the worst of what I was going thru. giving me a place to rant and share and release much of the tension but now I do not need to come here very often anymore. I guess I was feeling a bit lonely tonight and came to see what was going on and ended up righting this for any who may care.
Peace.
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