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the floor definitely slips out from under me in terms of my mental health and stability


at the most basic tasks - I wish I could find what I could rely on with my own sense of self -

but I am remembering that for whatever I have to deal with now or in the future

I have the ability to psych myself up to cope with it -

I hold the love for my friends, family and circle of those I care about in my life within me

but I also know that with my mental disability I can still keep on keeping on - 

be self responsible - start life again and risk. There is definitely the stirring up of things mentioned

by my therapist about these times. Things seem more important than before as each day, and week pass.

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arfie
arfie

there is no magic in magic
it is a collection of trite details
it is an eye of you
it is a share of care
it is a dash of hope
it is a prayerful grope
it is a command to know that you can

i command you to know that you can, marky poo.
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks Arfie!
SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady

You have a lot of upcoming changes Mark. For me, I cope with structure and without it I tend to down a rabbit hole of
Complexity of the past. And then it plagues me.

I know you have worked hard for your awareness of mental stability and how to achieve it. I hope the next part of your journey allows you to step into the future with no more questions but with your own internal sense of wisdom accrued through experience as your guide. I believe in you and know you can do it.
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks so much Nikki!!