notes
Since healing I have been going through the process of
learning to manage and be self responsible as I have mentioned before.
I also know that lately I have been feeling kind
of wobbly when it has come to thinking about possible big changes
in addition to the vision of leading an independent life.
I am starting to turn that thought around and so I am seeing my need and want for some
socializing and fun too - supplemental type stuff.
I am seeing that example of some friends on Facebook, it's inspiring..
and maybe I can lift the pressure I see and just 'live a little' -- simple pleasures for sure.
On one side of things I have been very much needing
my family's attention when it has come to leading my life.
I suppose it's because I rely them so much for the essential
support in my life.
Now I am finding that I need to make my own way
towards finding socializing and fun in my life on my own like I said - and
not be so dependent on my family's attention YET
I still need to do things smartly/responsibly for my life.
So maybe I can ask myself amidst those pursuits that are fun if it's always so
good for me to go to an extreme? or if it's a smart thing to do? Developing
independent conscience.
Tonight I'm going to mass at St. Max's at 5pm.
I'm definitely going to Los Robles tomorrow at sunrise.
King Gillette Ranch today was awesome.
Have a great weekend!
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like maybe it's a better use of my time to venture out rather
than splitting hairs or focusing on what would be the absolute perfect thing
to do.
Stop, pause, breathe, and repeat until you are relaxed, calm, and peaceful clear headed.
When you are in the midst of a valued perspective opening change, take the time to enjoy the moment of choice. It will help you to see how balanced you are with your body and brain.
Here's to your success!
Thanks mid!
venturing out is a far better use of your time than splitting hairs or focusing on what would be the absolute perfect thing to do. i'll bet dollars to wishes that god thinks we're just adorable when we agonize over our quaint concepts of perfection.
perfection lives right next door to that global norm. let me know when you find the address. i'll swing by to oogle on one of my adventures.
thanks arfitabonita!