notes

it's weird how sometimes it seems like I am looking

for ways to be in the world.

I had a flirtation with someone last Friday at work - but because

of my challenge - I change a lot and today that flirtation had turned

to nothing. Ah well. It would be nice to have a partner here in life

but if I had to do it alone I can accept that. I have good friends and family and Blue.

But today while driving home - I just kind of thought about it - the relationship 

I have with the world outside of work. I think that I look for ways or signposts for how

to be in the world and I decided we're all doing that to a certain extent.

With what all types of media tells us and community tells us.

I thought maybe I can embrace the immediate world of my life to chart forward

doing things without shame, without being apprehensive and just accept I am one

among many and also at liberty to go for what I want. 

Another wackadoodle journal from Mark-y.

:) xoxoxox

I hope the current is with you as you swim in life today!

Peace