notes

mmm. I went to work today and had a good day at work...then came home and got a phone call

from my Dad. He sounded sad but in retrospect it was his back issues which were bringing him down.

He said he was ok.. he's a strong guy.

I then went to Starbucks and got a hot chocolate.

I then came home and had a bowl of cereal and then took a nap on the couch.

I was very tired for some reason. So, why not...I had a really deep sleep.

When I was going to sleep and when I got up,

I thought about how it must seem like I don't do much and yet when I try to imagine what I could be doing

I get lost... it all goes subjective....It's like when I dip into the thoughts of things I go under water and then somehow I need to make an organization out of it... 

Besides the COVID is so crazy there's not much I can do - so there's that. I won't get down on myself 

for not creating a lively social life or even creative life when the things that I'd like to do are unavailable

for the moment.

I think I can learn to tow the line for myself here too. The exercise of creating a life for myself...even in challenging times.

I hope you guys are doing ok...sending peace, chocolate chip cookies and good kharma!