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i am trying to figure out why i am so tired and body is stiff..
Feeling old and out of shape (maybe because I am?)

i did a big grocery shopping today and I read part of the book

i decided that I would. It's an interesting book though I think I may skim read the rest of it

not sure. I am tempted to say 'when your mind doesn't work, it's hard to motivate

to do much' but in coming here to write this message my perspective is changing.

I am probably tired because I am mostly locked in my apartment -  aside from errands and a walk this morning. As well the news is on - way too much.

Blue is good company. And perhaps this is just a moment.

I don't know. I am kind of exasperated. But sorting things out helps.