not sure what to do, so I am writing, will it help?

I went to yoga this morning and then to lunch with my Dad and older sister.

I came home and started to slip into a depression. I didn't know what to do.

Do I write? Do I call my therapist? I decided to take myself out to the little shopping

center nearby that I can walk to and buy a diet coke. I sat there outside the restaurant

for a little while and then came home. The alone time is getting to me. For some

reason that clarity is coming to me right now. But maybe also I need to cop to that I feel lucky

for the opportunities coming my way...When you come to a fork in the road...take it! (Y.Berra)

It's as though I can't decide what to do with myself right now - why so indecisive? ... I guess I just need to

keep taking care of my life, my personal business, and strangely the mystery of life

has me baffled. Sending good vibes and toasting drinks!