Not Sure. Need Prayer.

      I am not sure what to think.  I am feeling better, the new medicine seems to be helping, the breathlessness is less.  It has side effects I have been having more heart palpitations then normal, but I am not going to freak out about it (Hopefully).  I am still anxious, but I am trying to calm down, and not completely lose it again.  I am still having bathroom issues, so I am not sure about that.  Also I now am having stomach issues, which include the feeling of fullness after only a small meal, also I think i am having acid reflux again because I have a sore throat.  I am attributing this to anxiety because last time I was very anxious I had these symptoms.  So I am trying to be reasonable about the whole thing.  Will see how that works, I pray I will stay calm, and that things will work out.        If things don't improve in the going department I will have to see a doctor about it.  I am still not sure what to do about it, whether to go see my general practicionar, or go to a specialist.  I am leaning toward specialist because then I can ask them about my stomach issues as well.  My obsessive fear of cancer, is still there especially when it comes to ovarian cancer.  I have had ct scan, ultrasound, but I did not have the blood test ca-125, which I read is a test they give if they think you may have it.  I know the average age for the cancer is 56 and that, it is not a common illness.  I have some of the symptoms but not all, and I worry about it obsessively.  I wish I had just asked my doctor to give me the blood test then I would feel some relief, or would I? I am sure I would only find something else to obsess about.  Lord I am tired of being scared.  I pray for guidence, and wisdom as to what to do.  Please Lord Help me to know what to do.