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I am really really trying to be a strong person. I cant seem to get the ex out of my system. I have to learn to be more patient. Just because I want something to happen doesn't mean it will happen right away. Patience my child! I need some kind of release. Maybe if I make a pinata of him I can beat it to death just to get the frustration out. I still feel a lot of the pain of it all. my daughter-in-law asked me what I wanted for Christmas. I told her I just want to be happy. To have a hassle free life. And no more of the hurt. Easy to ask for but hard to fulfill.
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I think the pinata would be a good idea for you. I had farm equipment to beat on. It does help to get rid of the frustration,anger and hurt. Be patient with yourself and happiness will be back in your life.
Not fair that we have to be the strong one and they get to be the asshole who walks away. I was the stronger one throughout the marriage. More of a mother figure. They get the easy part. Walk away and forget it all. Sucks