Not Much Better

I am still anxious and sad and depressed.  The doctor increases my Fluoxetine dosage and prescribed Ativan for my anxiety and I am not as crazy anxious as before but still scared to death of everything.  My money is running out and my seasonal job does not begin till January.  I have been looking for full time work but just get rejections.  I am getting deeper in debt and now am worried about Obamacare.  I can't afford that.   I am sure if I didn't have such bad money problems my anxiety would not be so bad.  It doesn't help when something bad happens weekly.  It has gotten to the point where I am a bit afraid to go out.   Everyone says things will get better but if these last few weeks are any indication then I don't see it.  I still am grieving the loss of my fiance but now there are so many other problems they have taken over.  I pray constantly for a change in luck or at least so nothing will go wrong for a long time.  I feel sick everyday and I don't know what to do.  I am reading all these self help books on anxiety and depression and I try to walk and keep busy.  I don't know what else I can do.
 
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