not knowing
I came home from work, and the transition to living life outside of work
had me reaching for god or some kind of idea that would help me find my footing.
I realized that though and tried to just relax and keep going...
I then ate a meal and then heard from an old high school friend. She wants me
to write for her blog. I immediately shut down at the offer. This is a once in a blue moonÂ
opportunity - and though I turned it down, kindly - I need to believe in myself that I could do it
and that I have something to offer. It's weird how not knowing the future or what this blog could manifest or how it could manifest just dumb struck me.
I think that turning negative when not knowing is something that challenges me, depresses me and surprises me.
Just thoughts. Maybe I will ask her if I could still do it.
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I doesn't know but I solidly believe that every entity on the bio-web is hard-wired to turn negative when faced with the unknown. I believe it's part of the survival instinct. It's good to have an open mind, but not so open that my brain falls out.
Now that you've had time to think on it. . . Maybe you could at least offer some encouragement for her endeavor?
yeah arfie! we agreed to do it! (after all) - So things are good. Unknown and challenging but good. My brains fall
on the floor a lot.. Did you know brains bounce?