Not in the mood

I just haven't been in the mood to journal lately. I don't know why. I just want to curl up in bed and forget about it. I know I'm getting apathetic for some reason, and I don't know what emotions are going to come once the apathy is over. I think it's going to be depression, but I haven't been sleeping well so it could be hypomania. My therapist says that when I don't feel like writing I should be writing even more, but I don't know what to write. Today pretty much sucked. I went into work, walking in the pouring rain, and then had to work at the Information Desk. Even if I was working in Managed Care I don't think my mood would have improved. I just didn't feel needed today, which is causing me to be apathetic (or maybe depressed). All I know is that all I want to do tomorrow is sleep. I'm glad I don't have to work. We do need to go to the store soon, but I don't feel like going. I would prefer to wait until we had the truck. We should be able to wait that long.. I think on Thursday or Friday we can get it. 
Mood today was okay... nothing great, but nothing super bad either. I just hope I'm feeling better tomorrow and I can go for my walk and it's not raining. *sigh* I'm getting hungry again and I already ate my calories for the day. This always happens to me. I might go eat some lunch meat or something with no bread.