not in a good space right now!!!
RED FOR PAIN ... NOT PHYSICAL BUT EMOTIONAL/MENTAL. DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON BUT I'VE BEEN SLOWLY SLIDING DOWNWARD OVER THE LAST WEEK. I'VE BEEN DOING ALL THE STUFF I NORMALLY DO TO HELP ME LEVEL OUT BUT IT'S NOT WORKING. I AM FILLED WITH RAGE, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, TEARS THE WHOLE BALL OF WAX. I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE AND CURL UP IN A LITTLE BALL SOMEWHERE. THIS IS NOT THE TIME OF YEAR FOR THIS BUT WHAT CAN I DO!!! I AM GOING TO CUT MYSELF OFF FROM EVERYTHING FOR NOW EXCEPT THE ESSENTIALS OF LIFE AND TRY TO GET THINGS UNDER CONTROL. I WILL NOT BE ON LINE UNTIL THINGS ARE RIGHT. I JUST CAN'T HANDLE ANY PRESSURE RIGHT NOW. NOT THAT YOU GUYS, MY FRIENDS, PRESSURE ME, YOU DON'T. I DO PRESSURE MYSELF AND THAT A HUGE PROBLEM. SO... I WILL SEE YOU WHEN THIS IS ALL OVER. DEBBIE
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Debbie, I\'m so sorry you are feeling this horrible. I hope and pray that your recovery will be quick. Take care of yourself, you are special to alot of people here, and I\'ll will be here for you anytime.
Take care,
hugs Cathy
Debbie, I am also sorry for your pain. Please remember what is important and that is you. Take care of you. you are a good insperation for me and I am sure many more. Hant in there!!
Teresa D.
Debbie, you are in my heart an prayers. You know what to do, just do your best. Maybe you just need to ride this one out. Please dont put too much pressure on yourself. If you need anything I can give, please message me. Hugs
Well we are in the same boat. Go 120 miles an hour and then the rug is pulled out from under you. I feel for you and will see you in a prayers. Hang on dear friend. Love Naomi xo
I blame it on the New Moon, not superstitious or anything like that, just Full Moons and New Moons affect sensitive persons like us. As for the anger/anxiety/depression try this: get a tray or two of ice cubes and either go down into the basement or outside and throw them at the wall/or a tree and it does help to get the anger out. I saw a psychologist once and told him I wanted to smash plates/glasses etc against a wall and he said well why don\'t you do it? I told him that I\'d be the one to have to clean it up. So I put on my thinking cap and came up with ice cubes - they clean themselve up.
Prayers for you Deb. I know it\'s not a nice place to be but I also know you will emerge from it. Blessings. xo
Just wanted to give you a hug and let you know I\'m still alive and kicking. Take it easy a few days, enjoy the snow and decorations, we\'re finaly getting more snow or at least enough to start building up some. Hugs, georgia
Hugs to you dear friend....I hope you can come back and vent when you are ready.
I hope you\'re feeling more like your old self by Christmas. Get wll soon.
im so sorry deb! we all will be here waiting for your safe return and ill be praying for guidance for you through this hard time! many hugs and well wishes!