not in a good space right now!!!
RED FOR PAIN ... NOT PHYSICAL BUT EMOTIONAL/MENTAL. DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON BUT I'VE BEEN SLOWLY SLIDING DOWNWARD OVER THE LAST WEEK. I'VE BEEN DOING ALL THE STUFF I NORMALLY DO TO HELP ME LEVEL OUT BUT IT'S NOT WORKING. I AM FILLED WITH RAGE, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, TEARS THE WHOLE BALL OF WAX. I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE AND CURL UP IN A LITTLE BALL SOMEWHERE. THIS IS NOT THE TIME OF YEAR FOR THIS BUT WHAT CAN I DO!!! I AM GOING TO CUT MYSELF OFF FROM EVERYTHING FOR NOW EXCEPT THE ESSENTIALS OF LIFE AND TRY TO GET THINGS UNDER CONTROL. I WILL NOT BE ON LINE UNTIL THINGS ARE RIGHT. I JUST CAN'T HANDLE ANY PRESSURE RIGHT NOW. NOT THAT YOU GUYS, MY FRIENDS, PRESSURE ME, YOU DON'T. I DO PRESSURE MYSELF AND THAT A HUGE PROBLEM. SO... I WILL SEE YOU WHEN THIS IS ALL OVER. DEBBIE
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