not father's day

so it is father's day. I got up. went to church. and sat their and listened to how fathers are supposed to be. I felt for my sons. They weren't there but I still hurt. How do I get over this feeling? No feelings for ex but still want answers. I know I will never get them. Just want them. I know the answers won't make sense or be what I want to hear. but still want them. I just know that I want him to hurt. But know that will never happen. You have to have a heart to hurt and he doesn't.
 
still trying to open that new book for my life. guess I will be a work in progress for some time.
 
 

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Lori63
Lori63

If you are like me, even if he gave you \'answers\' you wouldn\'t be able to believe a word he says.
I\'m 20 months into this and still a long way from being \'healed\' but I AM SO much better.
Hang in there :)
Atpeacemary
Atpeacemary

I would not believe one word that he would utter. I had a crying spell today. For my children. Just hang in there. hugs
KRKing911
KRKing911

I too felt bad for my kids. I took my oldest daughter to the cemeteries to visit her grandpas. We planted flowers, said some prayers and she felt better. It was nice riding with her and talking about everything. He made his choice...missed out on a beautiful day with his kids. Sad, but it is what it is. xxoo