Not broken

My life is spiral- out of control and what I work for is going in the wrong direction.
The only thing that going right:
My Mom and Honey is  with me,all the way.
I have money in the bank that don't have to touch.
I have the resources to fix ,what's wrong,I just have to live in faith because it the only way  to live when your world is falling apart.
I went to God because heknows my heart's true intension and desires,strength and weakness,even if I wouldn't admit it.
I have, had the wrong approach to my life,all this time.
With God ,all things are posssible,I am living proof because I could dead because I'm losing a record,amount of blood.
And I sit right ,here with DS and writing this status and I am not weak,not in pain,not sad,angry yes...but I 'm not broken.