not alone in feeling alone

I woke up slowly this morning. Groggy from the meds for sure 

and just basically tired as it was so early. But I am more used to waking

up around this time now - and so I set about looking at my phone, checking

out the tv - playing with Blue - the Artemis launch was postponed. I felt the fleeting sense of

being alone - but kept on keeping on... just boiled water in the kettle and

have the coffee steeping in the plunger pot.

I feel alone and kind of lonely right now - but at the same time I know we're

all individually making our days and  lives out there and we come together to

talk about all that stuff. I am really grateful for the journal here as a way to reach

out to you guys. I'll drink my coffee and then go for the morning's hike!

This time, I'll walk to Old Agoura Park and take one lap there and then walk back

to my apartment.

Have a good day everyone!!

:) xo