Nose bleeds & hemeraging

Hi what ever you are to me. It has been made clear by responces I have been getting  that I do not deserve or need that I have to do jurnals on some of the many things I hae gone through ect & what Im going through now. I ave don emy best to breifly state them in my jurnas. I have comented on it & oter matters in my last one. This juranl is about Brain hemeraging & nose bleeds. Due to problems at birth I used to sufeerr from them. This is how it would afet me. Since birt I would have random nose bleeds that continued up until I was 13. I can still get the odd one if under too mutch strain. They do say that some things we go through do or can return or afectus in diferent ways. It is not always easy to say tere is or is not any conection When from taking my first un aided walking staps at age 5 if I walked over pathment slabs thet had grouves & cracks on them I would stand RUTTED to the spot screaming with fear. thinking i was going to fall through them to who knows where. It would end up that M mum would have to carry me untill we came to a path way that was smooth no cracks then I wouldbe ok & walk. The nose b;leeld would even happe during my sleep . People used to think some one was hitting or even abusing me  when theysaw it happen or the after math. as far as i know it has nothing to do wit my being dislexic. but it ma be in some way conected to other things even now. I had to get electrick shock treatment to stimulate my bran also to help me talk & maybe walk  Once  was able to do so I was  still getting them to improve it. Take care who or what ever you are to me