Nobody Knows
Nobody can feel what i feel inside
Nobody can tear down these walls
Nobody can force me to do anything
Nobody knows how angry I am
Nobody nows exactly how angry I am at myself.
Nobody knows that I cry when im alone in the shower.
Nobody knows that I imagine my razor blade going across my wrist
Nobody knows how alone I am
Nobody knows I pretend im fine and flash a smile but really im crying inside.
Nobody knows that when I watch happy family commercials I wished they were my family.
Nobody knows the regret I feel.
Nobody knows how much I fight everyday
I dont think anybody really knows how much I love and cherish each moment I have with them
Nobody knows that if I tell them how much I love them ,it will be even harder to lose them.
Nobody can tear down these walls
Nobody can force me to do anything
Nobody knows how angry I am
Nobody nows exactly how angry I am at myself.
Nobody knows that I cry when im alone in the shower.
Nobody knows that I imagine my razor blade going across my wrist
Nobody knows how alone I am
Nobody knows I pretend im fine and flash a smile but really im crying inside.
Nobody knows that when I watch happy family commercials I wished they were my family.
Nobody knows the regret I feel.
Nobody knows how much I fight everyday
I dont think anybody really knows how much I love and cherish each moment I have with them
Nobody knows that if I tell them how much I love them ,it will be even harder to lose them.
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You have friends on this site that truly care about you and I do. I hate to see you feeling so down hurting so much. Much love to you, Denise
Not true, hun, that nobody knows, it just feels that way. I certainly know how much you feel your feelings and can identify with them. And when you publish them you give others the permission to go ahead and feel and heal. So good for you . They just keep getting better