No Sympathy

I am very much happy...I am the most joy person in the room to see my little cousin pregnant with her second child.
Am I a hypocrite...no I am not ....I don't have a problem with congratulating someone but to sit and hear about the joy of being pregnant.
I just don't have it in me....they want to talk about they was not trying, it just happened.
Complaining about shopping for maternity clothes, that they wish they can fit into their skinny jeans and mini skirts.
Jealousy is not a good look for me but these people don't sympathize with me...they don't begin to know the beginning of my struggle and what it's like to see a failed pregnancy test...time and time again.