no hospital

the pdoc didn't think I needed the hospital right then, she asked me if I was feeling suicidal right then and I had to say no I told her about the episodes I've had this last month and she just said if it happens again to go to the ER or call 911. I already knew I could do that but I won't. I don't know what I'm gonna do, I came home and slept for two days. I feel totally lost. She gave me another med to take Buspar, so now I take 5 meds a day, it's ridiculous. and I gained 10 lbs this last month, I've been binge eating. I'm a mess, but I think I'm not suicidal right now which is a good thing.

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darkenedheart
darkenedheart

oh Heretic I TOLD you what you had to say and do to get admitted. You have to present yourself at your worst. If you say everything is fine they will send you away.
billwfriend
billwfriend

ok so when is there going to maybe be more work?
deleted_user
deleted_user

No hospital, I would go to the ER if you are feeling suicidal again, heretic!!!
If you are a \"mess\" you may need the hospital, girlfriend. Take care of your self and be kind to your self.
deleted_user
deleted_user

i\'m so glad to hear that you don\'t feel suicidal! that is great news! XO
etherize
etherize

Yes, it is a good thing that you\'re not suicidal! 10 pounds doesn\'t seem like a lot to gain, maybe when you feel a little better you will lose it. I hope the Buspar works for you.
dancingd
dancingd

I take Buspar, and at first I thought it was pretty useless, until I stopped. Hope you feel better
deleted_user
deleted_user

I hate hearing this....how are you now?