No Funds, No Therapy...

I had a therapist meeting yesterday set and I didnt go... I had so much stuff to get that my money ran low and I didnt get the help I needed. I feel so bad because I really needed the help... I called to cancel and now I need to make another appt when I get more money. My birthday is coming up and I thought to get one of my friends to help me but I feel I need to do this for myself. Joseph said that getting the therapy is needed more than me trying to get the money myself and to ask for help. Im not used to asking people for help especially a MAN that I have only known for 3 months. And we are still not official so thats even worse I think. Now Im waiting for some mula so I can make another appointment...