NO CONTROL

I feel like I don't have control of this crazy addiction; it's so frustrating I just want to be RID of it.  I know the only way to stop is just to STOP.  Never thought it would be so difficult.  I just set a new goal of not gambling for one month; I plan to come here daily to reinforce my commitment through all of your stories.  How we ever got "cursed" wtih this I'll never know, but I HATE IT.  Plan to stay out of the casino and again find alternatives.  Even though I set a month-long goal, I will THINK One Day at a time. Hope you are all well and staying GF. Take care,Smokeygirl