No Anxiety,
Well not as I define it in that I am not stressed to the point of being sick and ineffectual.
But I am irritable.
I'd like to be left alone, un-bothered for a while and have some peace. I thought with the worst of it past and settled, I'd be able to have peace again but my family will find something small and unimportant at least twice a week with which to bother me.
all minor stuff usually easily fixed or ignored but as I said in an previous entry, they add up. I'v not had a break to calm myself down much either.
I'm holding on for now but i really think I'm going to start giving up on them in some of what I am trying to do just to be less sensitive to it all.
I'm going to stop doing small chores around my sisters house for one thing. That is if I can. I'm the type that when I see something that needs to be done, I do it. And my sister leaves things undone till either told to do it or someone else does it for her. I'm tired of doing things that should already have been done before I visit for her. I'm thinking she is leaving it undone knowing I will do it when I come over. IF I can't stop myself form doing these little chores then I will probably stop visiting her until she can get used to doing them herself so that I won't have to.
I have to amend my vent on my brother form the other day. He has been less bothersome and pretty much leaving me alone. It is only that when he does call it is usually irritating in some way due to his attitude and lack of consideration. But he also has been trying to be less abrasive and arrogant around me so I have to give him some thanks for that.
But I am irritable.
I'd like to be left alone, un-bothered for a while and have some peace. I thought with the worst of it past and settled, I'd be able to have peace again but my family will find something small and unimportant at least twice a week with which to bother me.
all minor stuff usually easily fixed or ignored but as I said in an previous entry, they add up. I'v not had a break to calm myself down much either.
I'm holding on for now but i really think I'm going to start giving up on them in some of what I am trying to do just to be less sensitive to it all.
I'm going to stop doing small chores around my sisters house for one thing. That is if I can. I'm the type that when I see something that needs to be done, I do it. And my sister leaves things undone till either told to do it or someone else does it for her. I'm tired of doing things that should already have been done before I visit for her. I'm thinking she is leaving it undone knowing I will do it when I come over. IF I can't stop myself form doing these little chores then I will probably stop visiting her until she can get used to doing them herself so that I won't have to.
I have to amend my vent on my brother form the other day. He has been less bothersome and pretty much leaving me alone. It is only that when he does call it is usually irritating in some way due to his attitude and lack of consideration. But he also has been trying to be less abrasive and arrogant around me so I have to give him some thanks for that.
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