nitpick
I think part of my nature is to have my life the way I'd like it,
I think that's in everyone, I think it's the artist in me...but
I find that I am learning to adjust for my life and painful as it is, that it isn't
the way I'd like it - I am learning to manage the issues. I am tired from all the work
I've been doing. I don't want to have to take naps. I'd like a normal schedule and day
but I guess I will just take naps - and someday I'll find a better schedule.
I feel so detached from what I want.. I feel like I am just a 'doer' and I don't really have
a mindset about what I want.. rather I guess I know what I don't want..and sometimes seeing everyone
else having fun with $$ I think I'd like some of that too. Anyways. Going to nap down now.
Hopefully dreams will come.
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That all-natural desire to meet personal preferences is pretty universal. So is the adaptability to live with the non-preferred parts. What each life form does to adapt is also preference. I prefer to adapt with compassionate creatively, but there, too, I don't always get my preferences.
Reality. . . That confusing time between naps. . .
Hope the dreams were creative.
Have a good nap, Mark
Thanks Arfie! Thanks Chris! The nap was not so good. Ah well.