Been 9 days since I held and kissed my baby boy..a lifetime ago. My Giz had a rough start..for 3 months my baby lived in a cage, never having set foot on an actual floor, didnt know what a toy was..would bark and slap at his reflection always backing away in fear when he\'d see himself.He smelled so bad, took weeks to remove the odor right now I would welcome that smell, bury my nose right in it.My brave little boy that came around..playing with his brother in the pool, teasing him with his treats giving me more happiness than I\'ve ever known.That little 4 lb bundle of joy has impacted my life more than any person that I\'ve ever met.The silence here is deafening right now..he\'d let you know when he wanted something ..would be so excited to see you even if you just were gone out the door 2 minutes.I would hear him before I\'d see him when I got home from the hospital.I can hear him in my mind when I pull in the driveway..when does the pain go away.God tonite I opened a can of peas and that was painful..he LOVED peas !!My funny little boy how I miss you !! I just ache for you..I bought a locket and have some of his fur in it and touch it constantly..kissed it a few times I miss you
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Been 9 days since I held and kissed my baby boy..a lifetime ago. My Giz had a rough start..for 3 months my baby lived in a cage, never having set foot on an actual floor, didnt know what a toy was..would bark and slap at his reflection always backing away in fear when he\'d see himself.He smelled so bad, took weeks to remove the odor right now I would welcome that smell, bury my nose right in it.My brave little boy that came around..playing with his brother in the pool, teasing him with his treats giving me more happiness than I\'ve ever known.That little 4 lb bundle of joy has impacted my life more than any person that I\'ve ever met.The silence here is deafening right now..he\'d let you know when he wanted something ..would be so excited to see you even if you just were gone out the door 2 minutes.I would hear him before I\'d see him when I got home from the hospital.I can hear him in my mind when I pull in the driveway..when does the pain go away.God tonite I opened a can of peas and that was painful..he LOVED peas !!My funny little boy how I miss you !! I just ache for you..I bought a locket and have some of his fur in it and touch it constantly..kissed it a few times I miss you