Nightmare
Last night I started crying in my dream and A woke me up. I was upset and still crying over half hour. I had a night mare. That A and a girl were driving in my new car, and he let her drive MY new car. I was upset and started yelling and screaming. It felt so real, like I could see them both driving in my car. I was crying even after I woke up. It was just too much for me to take. A come over, hugged me and put me to sleep. He got me water and waited on me. God! When can I live a normal life again?
I'm OK now (or trying to be), trying to work and forget things. I looked up some furniture to buy over the weekend. I have to ask R to book tickets to come here for TG. I wish I could go back to the past and never have to deal with this.
I'm OK now (or trying to be), trying to work and forget things. I looked up some furniture to buy over the weekend. I have to ask R to book tickets to come here for TG. I wish I could go back to the past and never have to deal with this.
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I remember the nightmares that I had after DDay. I had one where the OW showed up at my house with the other child and my husband went to be a family with them. I cried for hours after that. It sucks but the nightmares lesson with time. This is still so new for you. Hang in there. ((hugs))
Sounds like your husband is taking action to show you that he wants this to work. This is a really good sign!! It will get better.
I still have nightmares too. It\'s okay and perfectly normal. It\'s great that he wanted to take care of you after that. Did you talk to him about the dream at all?