night before 3/18
Turned my screen off early, ~7, got too tired and had a little nap. Read til 10, fell asleep *reasonably* soon, but then woke 1130, and I was awake. I read til 1, Traz, woke up often, Woke 7 w/o alarm but couldn't move -- again -- until 8:30.
BAD sleep; totally unrefreshing. I haven't had that paralysis for years... very, very sucky.
BAD sleep; totally unrefreshing. I haven't had that paralysis for years... very, very sucky.
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Oh, yeah, I know what you mean. Like your will is saying, \"Get up!\" But your body literally can\'t move. It\'s not for a lack of will power, though. Sometimes your will just can\'t override your body. Keep trying.
Better today,, thanks. That wrestling match with the bills yesterday drained all the energy I\'d recovered from the weekend, so I\'m pretty wiped out today too,
I;m having trouble eating. Making food seems like (and is!) a mountainous project; it;s hard to decidee what I can mekke. I had inst. oatmeal this AM, but no protein so I;m fading. Decided I was up to making a PB&J, do so, now every bite makes me feel a little nauseous... I\'m sticking with it, little bites at atime and plenty of time b/tw. I HAVE to eat....
I thank god you\'re here, vchecking in on me. Bless you.