News flash!!!! It\'s raining!!!

Well, you see the sour puss on this old guy, well, that’s how I feel. It’s raining and I am still in the dumps.Today I feel worse than yesterday, I snapped at my daughter for no reason and then started to ball. What a great way to start the day!!!! I think it’s just a combination of factors: Michael’s away, Danielle moved back in ( I offered though and it’s only temporary and she has been great ),the house is on the market, the dog got sick, I had that little misunderstanding with my friend ( now cleared up ), and Then there is the new yorkie puppy issue.I wrote about a week ago that I was going to be getting a new yorkie puppy and even posted a pic on my journal. Well, it ain’t gonna happen. I have been the victim/ FOOL of an internet scam. I was taken in big time both on the emotional level and the financial level!!! I’ve never done anything on line except through ebay and then with some trepidation. But this cute little puppy sucked me right in!!! I am out thousands, don’t ask how that happens, they are very, very good. The worst thing about this is that I don’t dare tell hubby just how much money we are out. He knows about some of it and he is very sympathetic to my emotional state over this. I hate keeping anything from him, that’s not the way we work!!! I also feel like such a fool, I’m an intelligent woman, how could this have gotten so out of hand!!??? Anyway, I did report the fraud to the international agency, I gave them names, dates, numbers, emails etc. I have also kept a copy on the computer of every communication they had with me. Not that it will get me the puppy or the money back but maybe it will shut them down. Everyone of you has the right to line up and kick me in the @#$ for my stupidity!!!! Anyway, I think this is still really taking it’s toll on me.Well, that’s my tale of woe for today. Be well. Debbie