New School Semester

I am getting jolts of panic attacks and I don't know what they're from. I feel insecure and tense, almost frustrated in what happens. I feel great in class though. I feel great and safe in class, no one can hurt me or interrupt my life because I am making my life while being there.  I am still dealing with some of the debt situation and I am looking forward to seeing what the disability says and if I can get a god job, maybe even with the university. I don't know, I am confused right now I just want to get through school and go into a career. I really want to look into making the move to Chicago for a career and a new life. I need some change in my life right now. I need some love too. I want to go stay with my mom for a little while. I think that might be good for me. I am also frustrated because my car dealer wants a piece of my old car that I still have and they want and they sold me a car that they still need to fix the fuel gage and I am just scared that they are not going to fix it and I found out that it is a $400 situation to fix. I am sure that they'll fix it since they said they would before I bought the car. I hope so much that they fix it. I dont know what else I would do. Well We'll see what happens tomorrow.  Goodnight moon.