New Problem!

Now I have Insulin dependent diabetes 1, how do you get the diet for this and Diver together, my fiber drink and my fiber bars have sugar, my fiber bars have 140 calories each, this is ridiculous, quit smoking and drinking 3 yrs 2 months ago.  use to smoke 2 packs a day and drink 12 beers in one sitting atleast 3 times a week, now drink 3 glassess of wine once a month at a gathering I go to and do not smoke anymore, since I stopped, I already had HBP, but since then have gotten seizures from something that happened when I was 2, then I got diverticulitis, then tinnuitis(ringing in the ear) and now DiaII.  what's next cancer?  asking God to get me pass this and help me cope with it, such as change.
Things I absolutely LOVE!  POPCORN, BUTTER, SUGAR, ROOTBEERS AND SWEET TEA, FRIED CHICKEN AND FRENCH FRIES!
CAN'T HAVE ANY OF IT NOW!  Just feel like it isn't worth even eating if it tastes like crap!
calories I can have per day 1600-2000.  Have to measure everything, what a pain in the butt!
FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF, GUESS I WILL GET OVER IT, JUST LIKE I GET OVER EVER BEING MARRIED TO A SOBER MAN OR HAVING ANY MONEY IN THE BANK OR NOT BEING ABLE TO EAT OUT WITHOUT WORRY NOW OR HAVING AN AIR CONDITIONED CAR IN TEXAS, HUSBANDS A MECHANIC, GO FIGURE!