new perspective

I have decided to not care anymore. I'll have friends and I'll have fun, but no close relationships. I wont love again, unless I truly can't help it and I feel God wants me to. Even still, I will be careful not to fall in love so quickly and so hard...even if my ex and I end up back together, which is very likely, I still will be very careful in how I love and trust him. It's wrong to completely fall in love with a person the way I did, unless he is my husband. And friendship wise, even if my ex-best friends that left me came back into my life, I would be careful not to trust them so much. My guard is up. No best friends and no boyfriends.
Everything is going to be fine 
I am going to be the best I can be. From now on, everything is different. All smiles now. My guard is up, and my heart is not going to break again.