new paths new rewards...

lately I have been learning to 'go with' and find the 'personally meaningful' in life.

Accepting what things mean to me along the lines of the rejecting of that 'comparing habit'

and just thinking in terms of what opening my eyes to my life in front of me

if that makes sense. Accepting what is my own strength and failing - and just being

me nonetheless. No judgey.

And by the way Arfie, I thought about you today - because - after I got my meds at the Costco I decided

to adventure out from the usual gelato place and tried another location that I didn't really know

where it was located so I kind of 'winged it.' I found it eventually and it was good. A feather in my cap! :)hehe

Today I just found my personal trajectory with my time off - I put aside the pressure 

and then took a walk to the Trader Joe's. I bought a couple of things and then walked home. Somethings, some habits, seem to be good

for 'my mental health and my appreciation of my perspective' and some certainly do not. 

Things are good but saying prayers for my doctor.

peace,

Mark