new beginnings

Yesterday was the day i thought i was going to die. I had my note writen and told people i was sorry and that i loved them. i turned on the hot water that will take a way my pain. i climbed into the bathtube with water hitting my body, i laid their and thought about all the things going wrong in my life. i got the razor out and started to cut my wrist, cut after cut i was trying to go deeper and deeper so i didnt have to feel anymore. tears and blood running down the bathtub drain. i was ready to let everything go and then my phone rang. i wasnt going to answer but it just kept ringing so i did. hearing your voice, the fear and worry behind it made me put the blade down and climb out of the tub in my soaking wet clothes. sometimes just a phone call can save a life.