New day

Feel a bit tired today, but alright. I've been staying up too late on the computer lately. Need to cut that out soon. anyway, I have all my locks and stuff set up on my door. Seems a little weird. I was never one that was overly concerned about that kind of thing, but I feel it is necessary. Times have changed, and it's better to be cautious, and eliminate chances of others disrupting my life. It does feel a little more secure. Kinda funny tho with the company's that make the products. They seem more interested in making something cheap, but still resembles security. The chain lock I bought was cheap. I got it in a dollar store for about a dollar fifty. The sqrews are pretty flimsy, and not really strong. I had trouble sqrewing a couple of them in, because they are cheap and soft. They strip really easy. You'de think that with something for security they would give something stronger, but people are greedy these days. Just want to make something as cheap as possible. It's alright tho. It will work, and yea, I'm a sucker for cheap stuff to. The peep hole is good. I didn't have much trouble putting it in. At least now I can see who's there before I open the door. The dead bolt is good. Surprising for something cheap.All together everything only cost me about ten bucks, so that's alright. Bob said he would get them last week, but I know him. He likes saying he'll do things, but actually doing them is another story. Still waiting for him to fix the lights in my washroom, and bedroom. That's been since November of last year. It's not really a bother tho. I have a lamp in the washroom that's good. I have a lamp in the bedroom too, and I find I don't really need a light there. Sometimes it can be good letting those things go awhile. It can come in handy whenever he tries yaking about money. Besides that, I'm happy with my home. Jimmy, and Jet are great company, and they do help a lot in making me feel good. Careing for them takes my mind off things that otherwise would bother me. You need things to care about, and to love. That's an important part of life. I have someone that I talk to everyday. I tell them I love them, and she tells me she loves me to. It really makes you feel somewhat whole. Love is very important for us to live, and we need it. Just being able to say, "I love you," has a power that reaches down into our souls. It's a part of life that we need. I remember days that I felt absolutely no love from anything, and it was awfull. I would cry, and think there was no hope at all. I remember crying to God to just let me find someone that would hug me. Might sound piddly, but it's true. I felt like there was absolutely no love in my life. Really awfull state to be in. Now I have God, some friends on D.S, my friends, and my cats, and I feel good. Thank you so much, Lord.