never ending days and nights

well, here i am agian. its saturday night and i am in a terrible mood today. think im trying to start my monthly, which is realy wenever now. my nerves are so bad that i cant start. now im so bloted and very uncomftable. taking water pills cause im retaining realy bad now. since ive been unemployed, ive ate nothing but junk. i cant even afford to diet, you have to have money for fresh fruit n vegtables. i have been trying to do yoga all week, i have lots of tapes, just cant get started. ok, well, going to go pop a tape in and see if i can do allitle. it would help me. thats all for now.