need changes
I need a major change in my life. I need to give a new direction to life. I am not liking this trend.
I need to do whatever makes me feel happy. I should going home regularly all weekends. There is so much here to enjoy.
It is true that I do not have so many friends here but all alone I am fine. Anyway, I am all by myself everywhere I go, so no big deal.
Everybody else have their own life, hobbies and noone likes to spend time with me, so I should be kicking it by myself.
Going home every weekend, has become like a feeling of burden, exasperation and unneccessary stress. Work is more fun right now.
It is good and I really try to get myself more involved in my job which I believe is a cool thing to keep myself off those depressive things.
I should make myself hapy now. Stop worrying about the future. He has taken the house and build on projects which I thought I was involved but all this is for his one and only godlike daughter. NOT FOR ME.
I have never been appreciated and now I should do things that are right for me.
I have a very good week awaiting me and the good thing is that I can make myself happy.
I choose to be happy. :)
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I could have written this right now ! It is exactly what I am currently thinking those days. I started a new job 6 months ago, I work a lot because I prefer being at work...
I am currently thinking back about my idea of changing my life by going in a foreign country where I could work to live and have free time to surf and study and to do a lot of activities. I want to discover the world more than ever !
I am not happy, I am falling back in depression because I am unable to meet a woman once in my life.
I live for love, but it is a one way only.
I hope the best for you and that you decided to be happy I hope will work for you. I decided it also several months back but at the moment I still did not find the right way, I am confident it will come soon as I am working on it.
Thank you. Same as you I wish to meet a person with whom I can share my hapinness, hobbies and everything whom until now is only a dream.
Your appreciation and care means a lot.