need a break

Well, I have to change my smile thing to moderate. I yelled at a guy in a car today. He was speeding and my dogs jumped for his car because of the roar. If another car were coming, we would have been hit. I just lost with him. Ran a sign and just did not need to be so fast. I did not communicate those words. Swore at him to.
I suppose knowing there is an occassional bad temper in me is a good thing. Just wish there were a warning that came with. Darn it, I was just feeling better about things. On the way home from work I took a big breath and said enjoy the evening. It all went wierd.
I want a nice, easy day for once. Living at my Moms makes that ridiculous (nice easy day). When the time comes, we will have a baby sitter and take time out away from here. It is so getting old.